I was sure by now, God, that You would have reached down, and wiped our tears away. Stepped in and saved the day. But once again I say "Amen", and it's still raining. As the thunder rolls I barely hear You whisper through the rain "I'm with you" and as Your mercy falls I raise my hands and praise the God who gives and take away. I will praise You in this storm.
Lately, i feel something has been missing from my life. Since the beginning of high school I have felt the need to always have a boyfriend or a guy that I can talk to often. Bt for a while i haven’t had that and have been trying to meet and talk to different guys to become that person I can always talk to. I have learned that I do not need need a guy to define me, to make my day a happy one, to make me feel wanted or needed. I want to be an independent woman who doesn’t need other people or need to be around other people to feel wanted, loved and needed. I realized what I need is not a boyfriend or specifically a guy. All I need is someone to talk to and to spend time with. What I need is a true friend. That’s when i realized what I was missing, a mother’s love and relationship. I never realized what I missed until I got older. A mother’s love is one of the most important loving relationships a child will ever experience. All I want is someone to talk to and hold me, to cry with and not worry about being embarrassed or called sensitive and a cry baby. That missing person in my life left an empty hole that will never be filled.